Current Life Summary

So I never really talk about my life outside of the computer. I haven't done it in the past, and, frankly, I'm not starting now. Sorry if I dissapointed you.

Well... okay. A lil' bit.

If you don't already know, I'm a badass 23 year old world famous wrestler who could kill you in a matter of seconds.

...just kidding.

Really:

Never gonna give you up,

Never gonna let you down,

Never gonna run around and-

*Gunshots*

I'm a 14 year old kid with an ugly face and a messy room. I come armed with a computer, an unimaginable imagination, a strange sense of humour and all the artistic talent of a duck! How's that for a snappy summary!

My spacebar is really getting on my nerves -it's not pressing properly...

Anyways.

Yeah.

That's me.

You want more?

Fine.

My life is actually going pretty well at the minute *touch wood*. When I'm not swearing at my computer or being a moody son of a bitch, I'm quite cheerful. And school's going well too. I'm not in any lessons I hate anymore, nor am I in a group of idiots because I'm not good at any of the subjects Ichose.

FUCKING SPACEBAR!!

*Throws keyboard out the window*

Much better. :-)

Never gonna give you up,

Never gonna let you down,

Never gonna-

*BOOM*

*Long pause*

*Shiny polished shoes land on floor*
Hehe.

One Giant Waste of Time?

I've been thinking.

Every time I post a new video I get about 30-40 average views, and maybe a few comments.

Every time I post poetry, I get 1-5 views and usually 1 comment.

Every time I post a story, I get 30-35 average views per chapter, and maybe a message or two from readers.

Every time I post a blog, I get no comments, and I don't even know if anyone reads them. So my point is this:

Am I just wasting my time?

Probably. I make content for the internet to the best of my ability, and still get almost nothing back. I've made a few very good friends, but I always end up letting them down or we just don't talk after a while.

While I enjoy being on the internet, and play some games, I really don't feel like anything I do will make it worthwhile. And that's a downright shame. I'm not complaining about not getting views (not directly), rather how crap I am at making things.

I've always put it down to having a bad computer, but I'm beginning to have my doubts. Hell, I've always had doubts. Pretty strong ones. But I've just kept my head down, ignored them, and carried on relentless.

But sometimes, like now, I just can't help but think there's no point to anything that I'm doing. Maybe I'm the only one who enjoys my content. And it makes me miserable.

I don't have much talent in anything but writing story's and poems, and the computer. But all that has stuff to do with the internet. And seeing as I'm no doing very well, it seems as if I have no purpose in life.

Yes, I am aware that sounds very emo. No, I'm not killing myself or anything crazy like that.

I just wish I could feel noticed.

What I've Done Today

Okay, so I just realised that in my blogs, I rarely talk about what I've actually done today. So, like in that Runescape post, I'm going to make a list of what I've done today.
Can you remember everything you do in a day? It's surprisingly hard.
Let's start this thing.

Woke up
6AM
Wtf?
Why am I up so early?
Hear Dad leaving for work
Shout goodbye
Back to sleep
Wake up
12PM
Wtf?!
Why am I sleeping so bizzarely?
Stretch in bed
Foot strikes something soft
Look down
Cat on bed
Cute
Cuddle cat
Stretch some more
Laze in bed
Push myself out of bed
Get dressed
Go downstairs
Say hello to people
Get Lunch
Go back upstairs
Read a book
Use PSP to go on internet
Use Wii to go on internet
Use Computer to go on internet
Wait for it to startup
10 minutes
20 minutes
30 minutes
DONE!
Sigh
Surf teh net
Check Runescape
No updates
Check funorb
No updates
Check DeviantArt, Facebook, other stuff
Barely any updates
Sigh
Sad now
Read a bit more
Leave computer on
Shh!
Back on comp
Close internet
Play some funorb
Try to play Arcanists
Disconnect
Try again
Disconnect
And again
Play a match, disconnect
And AGAIN
See a friend
Join game
Disconnect
OMFG!
Swear at computer for being dumb
Swear at life for being dumb
Swear at myself for being emo
Try 1 more time
2 and a half matches
YAY!
Disconnect
F*** you!
Go on Ustream out of boredom
Find SMPfilms!
'Just testing'
150 viewers
...lol?
Disconnect
ARGHHH
Try again
5 minutes
Disconnect
Try again
6 minutes
Disconnect
Try again
Say a word I thought to be censored in chat
(Clue: The word was to do with what a man has.)
Kicked from chat.
SAD NAO.
Disconnect
...
Reconnect
HURRAH!
Apologise in comments for being dumb.
Find out I'm un-kicked
Apologise in chat for being dumb.
See a tweet (Twitterfox)
It's from Jagex.
3 updates.
Bye guys!
Run to Runescape.com (THAT'S FREE ADVERTISING JAGEX!)
Runetek 5!!!!
Personalised Shops!!!!
Autocasting!!!!
Holy popcorn I'm happy.
Try the new Standard detail.
Looks good, bit of lag.
Try new standard detail resizable.
Laggggggggg.
Oh dear
Oh well
Oh joy
Oh let's get on with it
Played some Runescape
Got bored
Looked for cheat sight for Worms: Open Warfare
Found one cheat
Doesn't work
...fail.
Found cheats for Lego Star Wars 2
Used cheats for Lego Star Wars 2
They work, they're boring
Turn off computer
Play Lego Star Wars 2
Get bored of Lego Star Wars 2
Read
Eat dinner
Om nom nom
Don't like chicken
Eat chicken anyways
Chickennnnn!!!!!
Go downstairs
Deposit dish
Withdraw muffin
...man, I'm playing too much Runescape
Back in bedroom
BOREDOM
Why did I turn off computer?
Go on internet on my wii
Update Twitter with whatI thought 2 lines above
Looked at blog
Thought about updating blog on wii
Decided against it
Turned on computer
Turned off wii
Went to blog
Read Runescape List blog post thingamajig
When...
:O!
Inspiration strikes!
Go to new post
Start typing
I think you get the point.
Ends blog.
Visits Youtube...
"HEY! That hasn't happened yet! Don't cause a time paradox, noob!!!"
Oh yeah.
I am not a noob!
Bye!